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Name: Krsy
Birthday: 5/10/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: sailing, surfing, being on the beach, boys, and everything they bring and i absolutely LOVE music and singing!! oh and tell me my hair is gorgeous, and you're my new favorite person! (im very cocky about my hair, but it's perfect, so i have the right to be!)
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Member Since:
11/11/2003
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| Exactly one month until my birthday!!!
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| oh, my dearest taylor....
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| I haven't seen you in a long time, and I wonder how I've made it this
far. You are all I think about, and you're all I need right now.
You're all I want right now. From the day that I met you, you
changed my life forever, and I knew almost immediately what a wonderful
person you are. You've found yourself a place in my heart, the
place in my heart that I look to when I need to find the inner
strength, and inner courage to overcome whatever lies before me. I
remember the relationship we had when we first became friends, and I
can still see how it grew to much more. I can watch it like a
movie. We were friends, then good friends, then you were my best
friend, and then you ruined a wonderful relationship I had with
someone, but I guess it wasn't really your fault. I let my heart
succomb to someone much greater, but this was all last year, so who am
I to point fingers now? I remember my life before you.
Trust me, it wasn't even remotely as thrilling (or crazy) as it is now,
but that's partially Amy's fault. I adore you, and I always
will. I look up to you, in some aspects. There's just
something about you. As much as I may hate you sometimes, or as
much as I may just want to kick your ass, or as many times as I've said
to people, "G-d dammit, I'm gonna kill him," there's something that
makes me smile to myself and think about how much I love you. I
don't think I'll ever really know what it is. Does anyone ever
really know why they love someone as much as they do? I can make
a list of things about you that I absolutely love (and hey! I
did!), but I cannot tell you what it is that makes me fall in love with
you everytime I think about you.
I haven't seen you in a long time, and we hardly talk. I actually
did sit down, once or twice, and asked myself, "How have you made it
without talking to him?" I don't know the answer. I don't
need you to survive, and I don't need you to tell me what to do with my
life, and I don't need you to protect me from the world like a lot of
girls need from boys. I think many will agree that I'm a very
independent person, and my attitude towards life is, "I'll handle it,
and if I need to physically defend myself, I'll call Amy." I
don't know what it is that I've found in you to make me love you, but
whatever it is, it's drawing me in.
There's something in you that has always made me be my real self around
you. You're the first person who's ever allowed me to do that,
and had you known me in 6th, 7th, and 8th grade, you would have thought
that was an impossible task. I was quieter than silence, but you
didn't need to do anything. I just felt comfortable around you,
and I love that. The feeling I get around you really makes my day!
I do miss you, and I just wish I could spend time with you right now, but until now comes, I love you, always.
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| oh my goodness!!!! i had an amazing weekend.......... and i just cannot wait until the summer!!!
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| i want to run away from the world right now, and i just want to sit
down, and cry my heart out. i poured it out already, and it turned
into dust. it was blown away by a most powerful wind, and now im
sitting here hoping to die.....
i dont know what to do with myself.....
this is how i feel -
i dont understand
if im not made for you than why does my heart tell me that i am?
is there any way that i can stay in your arms?
if i dont need you than why am i crying on my bed?
if i dont need you than why does your name resound in my head?
'cause i miss you body and soul so strong
that it takes my breath away
and i breathe you into my heart and pray
for the strength to stand today
'cause i love you whether its wrong or right
and though i cant be with you tonight
you know my heart is by your side
i just dont know what to do with myself
dont know just what to do with myself
going to a movie only makes me sad
parties make me feel as bad
when im not with you, i just dont know what to do
like a summer rose, it needs the sun and rain
i need your sweet love to ease all the pain
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